I can't

Do anything right.
And
This tooth pain wont go away.
And
I can't get an app until next week,
And
Maybe not even then.
And
I just want Sean to be happy with me again.
And
I hate myself for always doing this to him.
And
I just want a hug.

!

Ugh.

I dedicate this song to you Sean.

I Love You.

To you, my soulmate.

Please promise me, that you will never give up on us. No matter what obstacles we’ll face in this life that’s ahead of us cause I know we will.

You need to know that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, I know I don’t always show it but the moment you came into my life it changed, for the better. I have this amazing person, my soulmate who I care for even more than myself, who I would do anything in the world for in my life, I will never let you go for you’ve become my life.

You’ve taught me how to love, shown me what a bestfriend is, and how lucky I am to have such a special person in my life.

Some say first love never lasts, but it never dies. I want you to be my only love, to always have this fire that burns brighter throughout the years to come.

I love you to the sun and back, forever.

Happy 2 years together Us. May there be many, many more to come!

I Love You Sean.

Your Love,

Always and Forever,

Ashley. <3

Dearest,

I love you so much, and I am truly sorry for yesterday, so much so I am. I would do anything in the world to take away what I did to you. I just hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me, for acting like such a child. I'm sorry.

Beach Day With My Baby!

This post its a bit late, but better late than never, Right?

My very loved boyfriend and I went to the beach Monday the first of August. Let it be known that beside the day that we met and every other day with him, this one as well will be added my most favorite memories ever! While at work, my love decided that he wanted to take me to that beach and spend the day with me. I absolutely loved the idea, I love my hunny and I love the beach, what better combination? He doesn't like the beach very much, so it was very special to me that he wanted to go. We got up Monday afternoon and started to get ready for our amazing day. We headed out to to go by the bank and the store, then to mothers to switch cars. We made it to the bank when we realized that we did not have Sean's card on us. So we went back to the house in search for it. After minutes of looking for it we start to get worried, because we're not really sure where it's at. We decide to go to Wal-mart to see if maybe maybe we had lost it there, paying they had it. Costumer service didn't have it. (Yikes!) We left there more nervous and scared then we first were. We decided to check the house one last time, but we still did not succeed in finding it. It was back to the bank to make sure no one has found and used the card, thankfully no one had. It was canceled. We took off what we would need for the day and headed out the door. We could finally breath and relax. To the store we finally went to get our picnic ingredients. Once done there to mothers house it was. It took us a bit to get out of my moms house, though it always takes us a bit to get out of there. Switched cars and we were finally on our way.

After a very wonderfully great 45 minute drive, we arrived at our destination...

The Beach!

We got our parking ticket. Set it in the window.

We rounded up all are beach gear and set off to find spot. I think the spot we found was fabulous. In the center-ish of the beach and close to the water. It was nice. Laid out our blanket, or in our case a sheet, but it works the same. lol. Got comfy and had our self a marry little picnic. Sat, chatted and enjoyed our food, while enjoying the very lovely scenery. After 20 minutes of amazing, we go jump, well not jump, more like slowly mosey our way in to the water. It was cold. More cold to Sean than it was to me, but only by a little bit. We crept further and further in, til we were up to our shoulder in freezing water, but once we go used to it, it was fine. We watched boats come and go, along with water planes. It was really neat. I should have got some photos of it but water and cameras don't mix very well. After about and hour or so of hanging out in the water and the sun, we headed back to our sheet, to wrap up in our towel and dry off a bit, so we could set off on our next destination. While soaking up the sun I realized, we haven't  taken any pictures of ourselves. We walked back down by the water and snapped some pictures of us in the water. =]

One Of The Best Day Ever!

After snapping some photos we decided that it was time to go to Game Stop and Hastings! After walking around each store for a while, we ended up with 5 pretty swanky games for the both of us and sweet new wallet for myself.

The sweet looking wallet my babe bought for me. (Thank you babe.)

That was one of the best days ever!
Any time I get to spend with him is the best ever.
I Love Him.  

Slicks restaurant, To eat there or not to eat there...

That is the question you must ask yourself. 


Alex and myself went to Slicks for dinner to night. 
She paid, because she loves me. 


We thought, this should be fun, new restaurant, new food, a change of environment basically. We walked in, first impression was that this place looks really nice, well lit, photos of cars on the walls some what spacious, yet still small enough to feel cozy. The man who greeted us was very friendly, though he looked to be the only man working. 


We took our seats some what in the back. He was real quick on getting us our menus and asking for our selected beverages, Water with Lemon, only the best for us girls. A moment later when he returned with our water, only to turn around and go back, he forgot the lemons in the water. Not to big of deal though. Funny yes. 


When looking at the menu this is some of what we saw:


Flame thrower fries $4.95

Half a pound of steak fries pilled high with cheddar cheese jalapeno’s bacon bits and garnished with green
onions.

**The Boss $8.75**

Topped with our BBQ sauce smoked cheddar, bacon topped with our onion straws.

**El Camino $8.50**

Grilled chicken topped with our Mexican salsa , cheddar and Swiss cheese garnished with sour cream and guacamole.

Sub steak for $ 1.50 more.
The thunderbird $7.95

Hand carved turkey with bacon, Swiss, avocado, lettuce tomato and mayo.

The bell air $7.95

Fried or grilled chicken bacon cheddar cheese server on seared sourdough bread with honey mustard.
Grilled chicken salad $8.95

Spring mix with spinach grilled chicken, onions, cheese tomatoes, crotons.

Boneless wings $6.95

Boneless wings tossed in one of our sauces or choose to have sauce on side

Sauces; hot buffalo, Asian, BBQ

Pasta Parm $10.95

Penne noodles tossed in cream Alfredo sauce with a fried chicken breast covered in marina sauce.

Whats listed above all just a few of the the items they have on the menu. For a veiw of the full menu please feel free to click the link that blow; 

http://www.facebook.com/notes/slicks-burgers/slicks-menu/115147861909770

After many minutes of searching and debating, and drooling I might add. We decided to go with the El Camino, from the description above it sounded great. It had good flavor, good bread, good tasting guacamole(not that I got much of it, which sucks cuz I really enjoy it, seriously we got like a tablespoon amount of it) and rather delicious onion rings. Other than that, we got chicken that was not trimmed and bites of chicken were fatty, fat, fat and unchewable. Giant green peppers, yuck. Don't even get me started with those. They weren't even in the description. We got no salsa, no sour cream, though I wish we would have got some of both of those. Store bought tartar sauce... Really? Don't get me wrong, store bought is okay, but it being a new restaurant it could have made its own if you ask me. The service started out really great and friendly, but some what went down the drain when a few girls walked in. His attention went straight to them. The over all experience was less then I expected, I could factor in that there was only one guy working then, and it was a bit busy, But I'm not entirely sure if I should count that. Alex and I are thinking about giving it another try, maybe trying a burger this time. Hopefully it will go better the next time. In conclusion, over all I would give the Slicks restaurant a four out of ten. I wouldn't say not going there and trying it out yourself, you may have better luck with it then we did, and who knows, maybe there will be more workers. ;]

He wrote this for me, And I love it!

Before He lies down  He grabs a teddy bear

He clutches it close and doesn't let go

He pretends it's Her.

As the tears start to roll down his face

He thinks of Her.

How happy She makes Him.

It helps

But missing Her is too much for His heart to handle.

As He sobs into the fabric

He holds it tighter.

Just wishing that he could be with her.

She's the most amazing girl in the world to Him

He feels invincible when He's with Her.

The sound of Her voice instantly calms Him down.

If only He could hear it in this moment.

His weakest.

The moment He needs it the most.

Her hugs are the best.

Strong and comforting, there are never enough for Him.

Her kisses are magic.

Tender and loving, they leave Him begging for more.

The spaces between His fingers were made for Hers.

Her smile lights up his day.

Looking at Her pictures makes his eyes glimmer.

If only for a second.

There's no place He'd rather be than by Her side every night

Whispering sweet 'I Love You's' into Her ear.

She's everything to Him.

He wants to spend every moment with Her.

But, alas,

She is there 

and He is here.

They'll be together someday.

But until then,

He'll just have to hold on to that teddy bear

Until He can hold on to Her once more.

My very, very loved Boyfriend wrote this for me.

I Love It So Much!

I will always love this poem!

I will always love lying next to you when we sleep.

I will always love being next to you.

I will always love having you in my arms.

I will always love being held in your arms.

I will always love you're sweet, tender, caring kisses.

I will always love you're warm embraces.

I will always love YOU!

I'm proud to call you my Boyfriend.

I can't wait to call you my Husband.

I am more than blessed to be able to call you mine.

I Love You!

Fun new stuffs!

Got kinect today, haven't tried it out yet, but really want to! Also got, or more borrowed my nephew's iPad, and yes I Love It! I'm currently making this post with it! So much fun! Need to get me one of my very own! Lol. Can't wait.:)

Washer and Dryer!

I finally got my washer and dryer today! Yay! Thanks to my mother and father. (Thank you guys!) I'm excited to finally have them, but scared of what the monthly bill will be to have them. Oh well hopefully not to much.

Don't ever go away.

This is my all time favorite song. It always makes me cry when I listen to it. It all ways makes me think about The Most Amazingly Fantastic Man Ever. I never want to lose him, Shit I hardly ever want to leave his side. I Love Him.

Dinner at my place. =]

My sister ‎Alex came over and visited me today. It was a Blasty Blast. As it always its. We made Blueberry Italian Sodas. Very yummy. Also made Bacon Cheeseburgers with cream cheese and guacamole. Very big hit and also very very yummy!

New to this.

I'm some what new to this. I have attempted to start a blog before, that didn't end well. I hope that this blog goes further than the last one. I hope to get lots of followers. That's my goal.  So here we go. =]